I probably need more of it.
I know I've been struggling with money issues for the past year... but with Carl's loan to cover my medicine expenses, I was much less stressed. And buying a car for the sake of not having to rely on "A" to drive me everywhere... that probably wasn't very fiscally responsible. BUT, I hate being dependent on ANYONE... and I justified it in my own mind as that while he had to worry about my schedule and "a"s schedule, it was just another excuse for not finding a job. And, while I know that he can come up with a million excuses all on his own, my adding any weight to any excuse was bothering me. I wanted to make sure that he was as free as he could be to "accept" any work schedule.
Anyway, here's another example of why I might need impulse control:
Meet my new puppy that I'm adopting from a rescue shelter in MO. I've been approved to take her, I just have to schedule a time to come get her.